if i stay in bed i’ll be warm
if i get in the shower i’ll also be warm
but the distance between the bed and the shower
that is not warm
Officer Bennett from Orange Is The New Black takes a shower. For the love of all that is holy, watch the entire 48 seconds. Bless.
Jesus Christ it was WORTH IT
I’m really sad and really lonely and I lost someone who I really cared about to someone they won’t ever see again
When people stop writing, it’s one of two things - they are either really fucking happy or broken beyond repair.
I do. It’s scary. It’s wonderful. It’s terrible. It’s fantastic. It’s really impossible to explain to anyone that has never felt it. It consumes you and completely takes over your thoughts. You constantly yearn for them when they’re gone, and when you’re with them you feel home. You feel warm. You feel safe. Love is being so completely happy that you found someone to make you feel so amazing, but being so scared of ever feeling the pain of losing them. Love is letting someone in, letting them learn about you and sometimes they end up knowing you more than you know yourself. It’s being so fucking proud of every accomplishment they have. It’s having a terrible day and smiling when you hear their voice. It’s being able to lay down in silence just looking at each other and hoping the moment would never end. It’s memorizing the way they walk, or remembering how they like to eat their pizza. It’s being able to spot their laugh in a room filled with other laughter. It’s the warmth in a prolonged hug. The way their thumb rubs across yours while you hold hands. It’s being able to kiss your best friend. It’s everything you could ever hope for in true happiness. And it’s all so terrifying at the same time.
Its scary how sad I felt during this because I’ve lost the one I loved.
Shallow relationships exhaust me. Unpack the bags under your eyes and let me stay a little while.